"I'm happy to see you too..." Gansey starts, but he's cut off by Adam jerking, almost away from him, like its all too much. It is too much. They both look like they are falling apart and Gansey doesn't even know where to begin with all of this. Suddenly he feels like he wants to run away, too.

"But I'm right here. You..." You didn't, he wants to say, because it isn't fair. It wasn't him who died, and yet it was and everything is a god damn jumble. "Adam..." He doesn't want to let go. He doesn't want to let go of either of them. He's scared of what will happen if he does. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm sorry I wasn't there. Damn it." He looks at Blue, then back over at Adam. "Please... there must be a way we can work through this. Adam, I don't want you to be alone right now. Lets just all go back home."