"This'll help you feel good, don't worry. All my drugs make you feel good." He knows that much, because all he's ever tried to chase in life is some kind of good feeling. Something to make him feel alive. Even now, with what he has, he's still reliant on it, and he knows that's what's getting stuck in his head because of what Adam said.
He takes the vodka and downs some of it as well, then gets up with Ronan, sliding an arm around his waist as they walk. He glances back toward the house. He kinda wants to see Gansey, to make sure he's alive, but he knows he'll stay right here with Ronan.
"A horse? No.... actually, I haven't." He's never really had a chance to, or gone out of his way to, before.
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Date: 2015-03-23 03:01 am (UTC)He takes the vodka and downs some of it as well, then gets up with Ronan, sliding an arm around his waist as they walk. He glances back toward the house. He kinda wants to see Gansey, to make sure he's alive, but he knows he'll stay right here with Ronan.
"A horse? No.... actually, I haven't." He's never really had a chance to, or gone out of his way to, before.