Kavinsky watches Adam and he wants to say things. He has so many things to say, but he doesn't know how to say them. He wants to tell Adam that he knows how he feels because he killed one of his friends too. He killed him, and had to deal with the aftermath, the body, the way that shit made him feel. He killed that friend and then turned him into a dream.
But Adam doesn't talk to him, so Kavinsky doesn't say anything either, and the bottle of vodka in his hand becomes more and more inviting. He takes a long sip, then another, before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
"I should've been there with you guys," he says finally. "It should've been me driving."
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Date: 2015-03-22 06:21 am (UTC)But Adam doesn't talk to him, so Kavinsky doesn't say anything either, and the bottle of vodka in his hand becomes more and more inviting. He takes a long sip, then another, before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
"I should've been there with you guys," he says finally. "It should've been me driving."